I Love My Job

I work as a nurse at a nursing home and I love my residents. They have lived fascinating lives. I asked one female resident where are all the good men. She told me that  they were already married. But if I was to get a man then I need to find one with money because if I had to put up with a man then I need to get something out of it. I just LMAO. She told me she was married for 11 years and she told me after Katrina they got her for abandonment because she left her husband. One of my fellow nurse passed her door the other day and her gown was hiked up and my friend went in and covered her up and she told my friend that there isn't anyone who would want an 80 year cooter. My friend told me that and I just died laughing.. A lot of my people have alzheimers in various degrees which is sad to see but you can still see their personality. I just love them. They like to give me a hug and I hug them in return. They even tell me that they love me. I pick and play with them and they love it and they do the same to me. Well I have to get up early to go to work so I am going to go for now. I'll talk to you later.
Ladyhawkcj

Living The Single Life

I have been living on my own for several months now. While it is hard financially it is great. I love the feeling of being free, going where and when I want. I don't miss the third degree when I want to go somewhere. I am at a point in my life that if I meet someone in  the future or not it is good. I have my thirteen year old daughter that lives with me and she is a comfort for me. I am sitting here writing this and watching The Ghost Whisperer which happens to be my favorite show. I love my apartment and where I live. I don't have to cut grass and I have a swimming pool which I don't have to upkeep. Well I guess I am going to go for now but I will be back.
Ladyhawkcj

Revamping

I am going to revamp my page start speaking what is on my mind. I have been separated a month now and I am revamping myself also. I am enjoying being on my own. It is difficult in gettings budgeted right now but I will get it. Well I'm going to go now because I have to go to the store. Talk to you later.

Ladyhawkcj

Think Long and Hard

It is finally hitting me that being on my own is harder than I thought. I have to worry that I am going to pay my rent and utilities. It is stressful. In fact I have actually been sick over it, I went to the doctor today because I have been feeling like my heart is going to pop out of my chest, dizziness and nausea. He said it was stress so now I am going to cymbalta and something for dizziness and nausea. I also went to see the movie Avatar today and it was good.
Anyone thinking about leaving their husbands needs to really think hard about it because it is no picnic when you realize that everything depends on you now.
I was not in an abusive marriage, I just wanted different things out of life but I still love him and have for twenty years. If I had been in an abusive relationship then I would be relieved not to be in that situation again.
Well I gotta go for now
Talk to you later gator
Ladyhawkcj

I'm On My Own

Well I am finally on my own. It seems like all I do is work. I have my two sons and my daughter plus my sister living with me in my new home. I am living a lot closer to work.which is great gas wise. I also have my grandson here every two weeks. It is a peaceable split which is good when it concerns the children but in a way it is hard.

I saw this and I thought it was a pretty neat ice sculpture
Well I'm going to go for now
Ladyhawkcj

NFL SuperBowl 2010

Grandchildren What A Blessing

I don't know if anyone remembers about me talking about not seeing my oldest grandson. Well my daughter in law has decided to let my son keep Zachary for extended periods of time. Right now he is with his mother and I miss that boy. He turned 3 this past December. He calls me nana because my mother is known to everyone as grandma and it was just to confusing.

I hope everyone is enjoying their grandchildren because you never know what might happen.

Ladyhawkcj